Chapter 1:In the beginning

Well you could call me an average teenager, The fact that I am just trying to make it threw school ,have fun,and trying to find someone at the same time, sounds easy.......you would think.

In the summer of 2006 I decided that I needed to change schools. I didn't feel like I needed to stay at my old school,Fort Loudon Middle, it had changed and so did the people. So I moved I had two choices for schools to go to,North Middle or Cherokee Middle. I decided that because the bus for Cherokee Middle went by my house I would go there.

I started going to Cherokee that year and noticed quickly that the people in Kingston schools were completely different than the people in Loudon schools. They were more friendly and a lot more outgoing witch I liked and still do to this day.

My first few months at Cherokee was not rely that bad considering it was a new atmosphere for me. I made friends fast and got along with the majority of the people. I didn't rely talk to Tracy in 8th grade, so of course I didn't know her well. I did hear rumors about her but I didn't care, I didn't know her then. At the end of my 8th grade year I had a new group of friends, this new group of friends gave me my nickname, which I am still known by today, which is Beaner.

Chapter 2: The Roller coaster begins

So my freshman year in Kingston High school began and I was ready. My freshman were all the easy ones. I had 4 with Tracy:2nd period English,3rd period algebra,5th world history,and 6th physical sci. We sat next to each other in most of them. We rely started talking to each other 2 weeks into the year and I don't know what it was but I was amused talking to her,so I did more and more and soon learned a lot about her and I started to like her. About 2 weeks before Christmas break of 06,she told me that she she broke up with her boyfriend Justin, so I thought to my self this is my chance and I asked her out for the first time. She ended up saying no because she said "I need some time" which I respected.

We still continued to talk that year and I learned a lot about her personally. She talked to me about her past like that she wasn't a virgin,which kinda bothered me,but i just put it in the back of my mind because I had lust for her as well at that time. Some of the other stuff I learned about her was that she lived with her grandparents, they weren't rely her grandparents, but she was raised by them. I kinda bonded to that because I was basically raised by my grandparents also. Another thing was that her mom wasn't rely around and she didn't rely know her dad either; my mom and dad have been apart since I was 2yo so I kinda related to her.

I soon realized that me and her had a lot in common so I asked her out again in the middle of the 2nd semester and again she said no,her reason I was more of her best friend which I was okay with because I rely started caring about her now that I knew who she was and I liked her a lot.

Chapter 3: A lonely summer

At the end of our freshman year nothing had changed between me and Tracy, we were still close and I still liked her a lot. She started dating again this time it was a guy from Midway,his name was Brady that was all I knew.

During summer breaks me and my dad usually go to Texas to see my mom,but my dad had to have open heart surgery,he was in the hospital for close to 3 weeks and it would be another 3 weeks for him to recover so we didn't go to Texas.

During the summer break me and Tracy talked maby 3 times,even though I called her a lot she was never home. Halfway threw the summer I started thinking about her a lot I missed talking to her and seeing her. During the nights all I would do is think about her and I stayed up numerous of nights just laying there thinking how nice it would be to have her as my own cause she made me rely happy and I felt like I was always there to make her happy. After that started the rest of the summer was like that,staying up thinking about her all night long.

About 2 weeks before school was going to start back I called her and we began talking. She asked me "what would you do if someone you were dating lied to you about their father being dead?" I told her that it was wrong for him to lie to her. She ended up breaking up with him.Another thing that I was happy to hear was that she hadn't done any drugs at all over the summer.

She told me before that sometimes she would get rely stressed out and take hydro's to take the edge off some. I rely didn't want her taking pills even if its to "take the edge off some". I rely didn't want her to get hurt in anyway because I rely cared about her and I wanted to be her drug. Finally the summer break ended and I could finally see her again!

Chapter 5:The fun begins

Well finally the summer break was over and I started my 10th grade year. The school year started off slow. Me and Tracy had only one together,which was 1st period U.S government with Mr. Bell. Mr Bell is my favorite teacher of all of them because he didn't care about passing notes. I was happy that I got to talk to Tracy everyday at school its why I looked forward to going to school.

At this point me and Tracy talked a lot and I was rely happy. Two weeks into the school year we were talking and I brought up wanting to see a movie called Mirrors,a scary movie,and Tracy said we should see it together, she said before we should start hanging out more.

So that Friday at school I was so anxious to go to the movies with her! In order to go I had to ride the bus home with her,so I did. When the bus stopped in front of her house I was surprised at what I saw, she lives in a large house in Center Farms,a wealthy community.

When I went into the house her grandma was sitting in a recliner next to the stairway of the house,watching TV. I kinda felt out of place for a while, I just sat down on the couch wile Tracy went to her room and changed clothes. When she came back downstairs we went outside in the backyard. Tracy lives on the Clinch River, the view from her backyard was rely relaxing and pretty.

Atlast it was time to go to Oak Ridge's Tinsle Town movie theater. Since I did not yet have my drivers license Tracys Grandma had to drop us off in Oak Ridge. We first stoped and eat at my favorite resturant Ryans. While we were at Ryans I got to meet some of her family,they were all relly nice even her step dad.

Afterwords we still had some extra time left so we decided to walk around Wal-Mart. Tracy's step dad also was in Wal-Mart and he would jokingly say "look at them two love birds" which I thought was funny.

It was finally time for the movie. The movie Mirrors was suppose to be relly scary but I didnt find it that scary but Tracy sure did;she would constantly jump and cover her eyes not to watch the scary parts which I found humous. The movie was relly great, I relly enjoyed the time I was spending with Tracy a lot and I did not want it to end. The ride home was kinda quiet but it was still time I was spending with her so I wasnt complaining. When I got home that night all I could think about was Tracy and how nice it would be to actually date date for real. For some reason I relly thought that things would change and that we would date for real.

(For rest see Part 2)