Chapter 6: A bad thought

Well after that weekend at the movies I came back to school and soon relized that nothing had changed. Tracy still didnt feel like she could date me. I know that she did say that we was just going as friends but I guess I just thought that since we had a lot of fun,it kind of hurt me some but I didnt want to give up cause I relized I liked her a lot and I relly cared a lot about her cause she was an amazing person. The thing about me is I have a strong will and if I am trying for something I try my hardes. So me being me I did not give up!

About 3 weeks after me and Tracy went to the movies; we were sitting in Mr. Bells and I noticed something on a note that Tracy and her friend Whitney was passing a note and something cought my eye that bothered me very bad. I asked Tracy about what I saw and she straight up told me that over that previous weekend she had went to a party and got high and drunk and knowingly had sex with one of the guys at the party. When I heard that come out of her lips I had a burning sensation in my chest that I never had before. Finding that out really hurt me a lot, I mean I know we was not in a relationship or anything but it was a slap to the face cause I cared about her a lot and liked her a lot. That night when I tried to go to sleep I couldnt cause I could not stop thinking about what I found out that day. But after a few days just like every thing else, I just put that thought in the back of my mind.

Chapter 7: Friday Night Football begins

Well high school football season started and for the first time I went to a Kingston Yellow Jacket game and I loved it and soon started became a hard core fan of our football team. I went to all of the home games I could of with Tracy we would allways scream and yell for our Yellow Jackets. Another big thing I was anxious for was that our school was takeing a trip to Cinncinatti Ohio to go too Kings Island theme park. And me and Tracy were going with each other and I was ready for sure!

The friday before the day we were going to Kings Island; me and Tracy were gonna hangout in town before our Homecoming football game. So after school we started to walk towards the Sonic in town and Tracy said that her "Friend" Austin was coming with us. On the way we walked threw a parking lot and we saw a guy named Cody I didnt relly know him,but I knew he was one of my other friends,Jennifer's boyfriend, and he was smokeing and Tracy decides to ask him for a cigarette and she started smokeing.

While she was smoking a white Ford Explorer drives by and the guy turns into the parking lot and says out of his window to Tracy "You need to be more sneekier than that". Sure enough he was a off duty police officer for the Kingston Police Department. He radioed in for a on duty officer to come and deal with us. He told me that I could go because I wasnt smokeing. So I left and tried to find some friends to hang out with and I found some of my good friends Hoskins,Josh,and James. I was relly pissed off that Tracy had to smoke and get cought!

I was scared that she would get in a lot of trouble and wouldnt be able too that game that night and even worse the Kings Island Trip. I found out about an hour later that the Police just took her home and told her Grandparents. She was still able to get to go to the game that night she didnt relly get in trouble.

At the game Tracy was acting kinda different she was evidently kinda turned on sexually and was rubbing and flirty with me and as we were sitting in the stands she bit my shoulder and it was kinda funny and it kinda had me turned on,it was interesting and enjoyful. Before I knew it the game was over and it was Kings Island time!

Chapter 8: A day to remember.

Well it was trip time! I had to wake up at 3:00 in the morning because the bus's left at 4:30 AM. The ride up to Ohio 5 hours long and I didnt get much sleep cause they had the TVs on the bus turned up loud. When we arrived at the gates at Kings Island it was about 11:30 AM and we had a full day cause we were leaving Midnight tht day. The whole day it was just me and Tracy off on our own and I Loved every single second of it. We ate at the same place in the park like 3 times eating mostly chicken.

That whole day Tracy was acting the same way as she was the day before at the game, acting Turned on and she had me turned on as well! She was allways walking infront of me strutting her wonderful butt and rubbing and doing silly stuff like rubbing her boob sweat on my face and I dont know but it was fun and funny at the same time.Kings Island was a huge park with a lot of awsome rides. Tracy and I rode all of the major roller coasters and etc.....

Around 10pm me and Tracy were exausted from walking around that huge place and we wanted to find a place to lay down and rest. Out of the whole park there was only one grassy place behind one of the buildings and had a low wall around it. So we just layed and rested and kinda were still all over each other and flirty and she would lay on top of me and etc..... Then I couldnt resist but to bring up about us dateing for real cause I felt like we both had strong feelings for each other. We sat and went back and fourth about why and why nots; so I said "okay give me reason why u wont date me" and she sat and thought for a second and she then said "because it would be awkward in ways." and I said "why would it be awkward?" and she said "well I mean I think it would be awkward to kiss or have sex with you or something" and I said "I dont think it would" and then she said "Ok, then kiss me rite now!". When she said that I didnt think about it twicw and I didnt waste no time and gave her a long kiss on the her lips. There was a short silence and then she said "WOW, that kinda surprised me". She relly didnt think I would kiss her evidently. After that there was very little said. We laid there holding each other and cuddeling. In my mind I was thinking wow I might have finally had her heart; I know that she had my heart for sure, I was relly in love with her now. Then unfortuntly it was time to leave. I did not want to leave I did not want to stop holding her I wouldnt of cared to stay there with her the rest of my life!

The bus ride home was a long drive and the whole ride I was dead asleep dreaming about Tracy! When I got home I fell asleep as soon as I hit my bed and slept til 3 in the afternoon. As soon as I woke up I couldn't wait I called Tracy and when she answered the phone I knew something wasn't rite like she was extremely bothered by something,we didn't talk much so we got off and I layed back down and fell asleep but not without first thinking about her.

Chapter 9: A couple of weeks I wish I could forget.

Well the monday I got back to school. 1st period started and Tracy was acting different. She was not talking to me, or looking at me, or anything at me. I was wondering what was wrong and I asked her about it and she felt "weird" about me. She said, "It seems you just want to date me, not to be my friend" and it made me feel bad bout it. I thought a couple seconds and said, "Yeah I do want to be your friend also" which was true she was my closest friend I had, but I wanted to date her also so I was relly confused. A couple of weeks past and we were okay and still talking a lot. Me and Tracy had been relly close for about a year now and I was allways there for here to talk to her and help her out. Tracy knew how much I cared for her and how I wanted to date her badly! But I was not prepared for what was about to happen on Friday before the big Kingston High school vs Fulton High school football game. We were gonna hang out before the game like we usally do.

So me,Tracy,and one of my friends James headed off to Sonic and Tracy's "friend" Austin was suppose to meet us at Sonic. We was planing to go to McDonalds to get something to eat because we didnt like Sonics food. So after we met up with Austin me and James was ready to leave and Tracy say's that she'll wait here with Austin cuz it would just take us about 30 min to be back from McDonalds,so me and james left.

Now earlier in that day during school lunch I had an argument with 3 of my good friends Hoskins,Josh,and Glenn. We were talking about Tracy and we started argueing cause they were saying that they thought Tracy was a big whore. Which I knew that she wasnt and I never thought she was, cause everybody makes mistakes in there life time that their not proud of.

Well anyways we arrived at McDonalds and got what we was gonna for and we started back. We were gone 30 minutes. When we got back to Sonic Tracy and Austin were no where in sight. I started looking around the Sonic and didnt see them and didnt know where they were. So I just sat and waited and didnt think anything about anything until James goes to use the restroom and comes back and says that the bathroom doors are locked. One of the people who works there then said "Its been locked the past 20 minutes. As soon as I heard that I istantly knew what was going on. The girl I loved and cared about for what seems like forever,which whom had my heart in so many ways, was having sex with Austin in a bathroom in Sonic. A million thoughts flooded my mind and the emotions I felt was pure distrought and hurt and soon became Anger.

So I relly didnt know what to do so I just sat a chair down where I could see the door of the bathroom. I didnt know if I wanted to beat Austin's ass or cus Tracy out or just raise big hell with both of them! As soon as Austin opened the door I got up and adrinaline started up and I didnt kno what I was doing I just remember yelling "whats going on" and shoveing him and soon hearing the manager yelling "I am calling the cops!! I am calling the cops!!" after that the only thing I rememberd was hitting a Trash can as hard as I could down the streets and having blood all over my fists.

Me and James soon walked to the park and waited for the Football game start.

Chapter 10: A dark Feeling

I have never felt like that in my life,it was a horrible feeling I had a bad burning senstaion in my chest the rest of that night and months to come. The heart break was the worst I emotinal hurt I have ever had. I loved Tracy so much and I could just not understand how to feel or anything! The images of what was done in that restroom killed me inside.

That week after that friday was fall break and that whole fall break was horrible! I couldnt start thinking about what happened and I did not sleep at all I would stay up laying in bed just distrought and clueless. It is amazing how bad it felt when something like that happens to you. I just couldnt understand how someone who you cared about,someone who you gave all the attintion in the world to,someone you wanted best for,someone you would of droped whatever you were doing to help them,and most important someone who you truly loved and charished; could do that too you! I just couldn't understand why and I didn't for a long time.

(Dont worry , I have alot more to add, parts 3 and maby 4 are coming soon, Thank you for reading) sincerely Andrew Brogdon